I'm a jumper...
Six weeks ago my life began again. But I didn't know it. Sometimes your life changes and you think it's over. You wish for it to change back. You PRAY for acceptance. Finally, you realize just how wonderfully unpredictable life can be.
I don't have time right now to share my story or history. I will say that that 6 weeks ago the most beautiful little almond eye girl unexpectedly came into our family, changing it forever. That story, I'll tell later. I need to do it justice. It's still too fresh.
Today, I sit in the same hospital in which she was born just 6 weeks ago. Just around the corner is the NICU in which she spent the first 4 days of her life. Now, I sit in the pediatric unit watching her sleep in the bassinet with wires attached to monitor her ever so fragile heart. Today is Day 2 of this adventure and hopefully the last day. I'm ready to go home.
Yet, despite it all, last night she gave me her FIRST real light up her eyes SMILE while HERE in the hospital. It was some kind of wonderful! She's gonna be a "glass is half full" kinda girl.
I just know it.